A miracle in Los Angeles: The Dodgers unloaded Bobby Bonilla's salary. Hard to figure the Mets' thinking, but with GM Steve Phillips (perhaps permanently) on leave for personal reasons, their front office is in tatters . The Dodgers were ridiculed last summer for trading Paul Konerko and Dennis Reyes for reliever Jeff Shaw, who threatened to leave town after the season. Now Shaw has decided to stay and Konerko and Reyes will spend the next five years bouncing around the majors like pinballs (Konerko's latest move: Reds to the White Sox) .Maybe this is reading too much into it, but in looking at Cal reaction to being discovered, and his dual instinct to run away and yet to revel in the exposure (as a kind of freak show attraction in San Francisco), I found myself thinking about the experience of publishing your own writing you want to expose something, but the attention is not always very comfortable. Do you see a connection there? I can see your making that connection it certain