b lack friday michael kors An intensely private person, i have kept most of my struggles to myself. In this zine, i attempt to investigate the traces of anxiety, depression, suicide, and alcoholism in my family's history as well as my own difficulties with these issues. Almost split into two zines due to volume, this issue is a hefty assortment of stories, thoughts, and emotions.eight sections discuss: the secrecy surrounding my family's history of suicides, a recent suicide in my family, my issues with anxiety and pushing emotions aside, my reoccuring suicidal thoughts and how my identities intersect with them, talking with a fellow queer/trans friend struggling with suicide, assessing my tumultuous relationship with alcohol and deciding to become consciously sober, what i can do to manage and deal with things, and what i plan to do in the future.This strategy owes its bad reputation to the problems experienced by some fund